10 things (tag)...
numero uno...
i wish i was a bitch sometimes... less expectations to be placed on me... and ppl appreciate me for the little rare things that i do for them... and i'll be more daring...
two...
i hate me a lot... i wanna be someone else... i visualize my death sometimes... i'll be in a car and then my mind wanders off thinking of how it'd be like if the door wasn't shut properly... and how i fall out onto the road and another car runs me over... i can imagine what the mangled cat by the roadside encountered...
three...
i talk to myself sometimes... quite often actually... especially when i've just made a stupid mistake or embarassed myself in public or felt that i'm a disgrace to mankind...
four...
i enjoy time out alone... that's y sometimes i take long walks to another playground jus to take a ride on the swing there... it helps clear the mind as u admire houses and enjoy the soft breeze...
five...
i can be coaxed into liking a feared animal or insect if u make it look harmless enough to hold and/or pet... i used to hate caterpillars last time... that was until my classmates in primary school started collecting them from the oil palm trees in school and rearing them... i even brought one home to rear... unfortunately mom din allow... so i had to pass it to a fren...
six...
i might be guilty of murdering a dog... i think... not sure... i was really young that time... not aware that dogs couldn't eat chicklets (dunno correct spelling or not... its like chewing gum...)... i fed two of my neighbours dogs that... the last time i went over to check out the dogs, only one remained...
seven...
i enjoy mind games... i love sudoku, freecell, othello/reversi... thinking a lot therefore makes me slow in my reflexes... thus, i do not make a good DOTA player... :P
eight...
i'm addicted to buying coloured papers... its crazy sometimes the amount of money i spend on paper... my addiction started in primary school... buying papers from Kettstar...
nine...
i dun like pink... that's y i dun wear pink except for a particular spaghetti strap top that my mom bought for me... that's y i'm trying to get rid of my bed set soon... that's y i hated the previous colour of the Volkswagen... was magenta (not pink, Oon-Ee)... close to hot pink which i think only aunties that want to look young will wear...
ten...
i accidentally ate ant-powder b4... was kinda young that time... i opened the cabinet and this packet of granules dropped out... tot it was one of my mom's spices... tried tasting it... but it was tasteless... i was l8r told that it was ant-powder... i wonder what happened to the 'Keep out of children's reach."...
i wish i was a bitch sometimes... less expectations to be placed on me... and ppl appreciate me for the little rare things that i do for them... and i'll be more daring...
two...
i hate me a lot... i wanna be someone else... i visualize my death sometimes... i'll be in a car and then my mind wanders off thinking of how it'd be like if the door wasn't shut properly... and how i fall out onto the road and another car runs me over... i can imagine what the mangled cat by the roadside encountered...
three...
i talk to myself sometimes... quite often actually... especially when i've just made a stupid mistake or embarassed myself in public or felt that i'm a disgrace to mankind...
four...
i enjoy time out alone... that's y sometimes i take long walks to another playground jus to take a ride on the swing there... it helps clear the mind as u admire houses and enjoy the soft breeze...
five...
i can be coaxed into liking a feared animal or insect if u make it look harmless enough to hold and/or pet... i used to hate caterpillars last time... that was until my classmates in primary school started collecting them from the oil palm trees in school and rearing them... i even brought one home to rear... unfortunately mom din allow... so i had to pass it to a fren...
six...
i might be guilty of murdering a dog... i think... not sure... i was really young that time... not aware that dogs couldn't eat chicklets (dunno correct spelling or not... its like chewing gum...)... i fed two of my neighbours dogs that... the last time i went over to check out the dogs, only one remained...
seven...
i enjoy mind games... i love sudoku, freecell, othello/reversi... thinking a lot therefore makes me slow in my reflexes... thus, i do not make a good DOTA player... :P
eight...
i'm addicted to buying coloured papers... its crazy sometimes the amount of money i spend on paper... my addiction started in primary school... buying papers from Kettstar...
nine...
i dun like pink... that's y i dun wear pink except for a particular spaghetti strap top that my mom bought for me... that's y i'm trying to get rid of my bed set soon... that's y i hated the previous colour of the Volkswagen... was magenta (not pink, Oon-Ee)... close to hot pink which i think only aunties that want to look young will wear...
ten...
i accidentally ate ant-powder b4... was kinda young that time... i opened the cabinet and this packet of granules dropped out... tot it was one of my mom's spices... tried tasting it... but it was tasteless... i was l8r told that it was ant-powder... i wonder what happened to the 'Keep out of children's reach."...
posted by -d3r4ng3d- at 3:19 PM
8 Comments:
It was too pink.... so obvious some more =).
Oh btw a footnote, my dad tested me and found out I was red-green colour-blind =)
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shit... so all that black pink red purple nonsense was REALLY because YOU could not see them properly... now it's your turn to owe eve 'one ringgit one ringgit'!
btw, sw.. as cliche as it sounds, you really gotta learn to love yourself. okay the bitch part kinda normal; nice people end up last or (this i prefer and believe) if you are too nice/good you miss out on lotsa stuff
but when it comes to wanting to be someone else, just need to get over what is stopping you from changing, or rather why aren't you changing what you hate about yourself in the first place??? action, not blame. like when i felt i was becoming an introvert, i try to talk more.
that was long, let me leave you with something a friend once told me: "being embarassed is good, actually makes people become more warm and kind to you" (something horrible to him but damn funny to us happened and he became instantly famous and many people approached him just to cheer him up)
LOL
why do u hate urself a lot? =.= love yourself first k you're not that bad. last time i dun really like myself. but i realised that people don't really think about me THAT much. just that i keep on thinking about myself until i get pissed. other people don't give a damn really. they don't really think about us much at all. they're have their own problems. so don't take everything that happens personally ok?. get more funny friends that love you all the same and you'll be too busy laughing to think about all this kind of stuff ok? take carez
i donno why you hate yourself, but i know i love you! wahhahaha, geli or not? the one about you buying coloured papers ar, dam true la...gila wan your paper collection. it seems like you have EVERY type of colour and design!
now we know what to get for her on her bday... a whole stack of limited edition papers! woohoo
buy toilet papers, hehehe
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