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Talking about dreams... i just had a dream last night... more like this morning since i slept late... i couldn't really remember the details of the beginning part but it seems i was with a few others whom i dun recognize as ppl i noe... we were at this place sort sort like spying on something... it was in like a village or something... somehow someone got hurt... one of them in our team... i later went to the hospital to look for the person... asked around for this person... but no one would listen to me... i was ignored, brushed aside... at one point i got really desperate... i held a pen knife to someone's throat... finally i got everyone's attention... but no one believed that i'd cut the girl's throat... they all inched closer to me coaxing me to let the girl go... they knew i wouldn dare harm the girl... they came so close that i got really frustrated and started swinging the blade at the crowd... some got cut... then somehow the next moment, i'm sitting down with some counsellor but with the blade still in hand... i was really upset about stuff... can't remember wat was it about... and i wanted to slit my wrist in front of the counsellor...

its just the stress i guess...just praying that i'll make it through...