Pre-mission trip...

I've just decided not too long ago to go for the mission trip to Brastagi, Indonesia... it'll be in early dec... I'm not sure how it'll go... have to pick up BM again... haven't spoken a full BM sentence since form 5... this whole thing is gonna be a new experience for me... not very sure who else is going... suppose to be about 6 of us... mostly adults i guess... i might just be the youngest there... mom is actually kinda against it...
'you're so fussy about hygiene and all and you think you're gonna do ok there?'
'you're not going there for a holiday you knoe...you'll have to talk to the people and share...you sure you dare?'
'you're already so thin, what's gonna become of you when you go there?'
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why am i going?... coz i believe i can do more than what i'm doing now... and since it'll be end of my studies by then and before the start of any form of work, might as well dedicate it to God... I'm currently worried about sharing alone... i heard that the 6 of us might be distributed to different cell groups there... ARGH!!... I'm only just begining to be less of an introvert... but this is kinda like a big leap... and with my broken malay... hmmm... faith i guess... and a lot of practice...