Another murderous episod...which is not my fault...

today... i sprayed a cockroach... not like its the first time... its just that this time, it might involve another life... i innocently wanted only the cockroach to die... but no... it had to scuttle around the floor for a while... then run off to the indoor garden and... to my delight of all things... into the pond... you could practically see the fishes all swimming after the 'food'... and mom broke the bad news to me about not having fed the fishes for the last 3 days... -_-" tried to sieve thru the water but could find nothing... i'm currently preparing for the burial of the fishes though none have shown signs of poisoning... if u see me wear black tmrw... i'm mourning...