10 things (tag)...

numero uno...
i wish i was a bitch sometimes... less expectations to be placed on me... and ppl appreciate me for the little rare things that i do for them... and i'll be more daring...

two...
i hate me a lot... i wanna be someone else... i visualize my death sometimes... i'll be in a car and then my mind wanders off thinking of how it'd be like if the door wasn't shut properly... and how i fall out onto the road and another car runs me over... i can imagine what the mangled cat by the roadside encountered...

three...
i talk to myself sometimes... quite often actually... especially when i've just made a stupid mistake or embarassed myself in public or felt that i'm a disgrace to mankind...

four...
i enjoy time out alone... that's y sometimes i take long walks to another playground jus to take a ride on the swing there... it helps clear the mind as u admire houses and enjoy the soft breeze...

five...
i can be coaxed into liking a feared animal or insect if u make it look harmless enough to hold and/or pet... i used to hate caterpillars last time... that was until my classmates in primary school started collecting them from the oil palm trees in school and rearing them... i even brought one home to rear... unfortunately mom din allow... so i had to pass it to a fren...

six...
i might be guilty of murdering a dog... i think... not sure... i was really young that time... not aware that dogs couldn't eat chicklets (dunno correct spelling or not... its like chewing gum...)... i fed two of my neighbours dogs that... the last time i went over to check out the dogs, only one remained...

seven...
i enjoy mind games... i love sudoku, freecell, othello/reversi... thinking a lot therefore makes me slow in my reflexes... thus, i do not make a good DOTA player... :P

eight...
i'm addicted to buying coloured papers... its crazy sometimes the amount of money i spend on paper... my addiction started in primary school... buying papers from Kettstar...

nine...
i dun like pink... that's y i dun wear pink except for a particular spaghetti strap top that my mom bought for me... that's y i'm trying to get rid of my bed set soon... that's y i hated the previous colour of the Volkswagen... was magenta (not pink, Oon-Ee)... close to hot pink which i think only aunties that want to look young will wear...

ten...
i accidentally ate ant-powder b4... was kinda young that time... i opened the cabinet and this packet of granules dropped out... tot it was one of my mom's spices... tried tasting it... but it was tasteless... i was l8r told that it was ant-powder... i wonder what happened to the 'Keep out of children's reach."...